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Thanks for keeping this going Christian. I think of Caeth often and share so many of the same sentiments you have expressed. If he was still around how would my life be different? I'll never have an answer to that but I do know he made a significant impact on my life in the short years we were friends and I cherish those memories.
Just thinking of Caeth today. Sometimes I look at this site and today I did and couldn’t believe it’s been over 20 years. I still have some letters he wrote me when we first met, in high school.
I do, too. :) Whenever I play the slap-clap-snap game with kids, whenever I teach them the worship songs I've learned from Caeth, whenever I walk and drive down Csapó utca in Debrecen. Lately I've been wondering about how and why principles that seemed to be so stable and unqeistonable, have changed for several people. And also, sometimes I wonder how the conversations might go between Caeth and Gabor up in heaven. Over the past weeks I was to come across some photos on Maylie, Butch, and also Zeke, Jonah and Chloe, and I still think of everyone with love in Christ. :)
It's hard to imagine that it's been so long. We're all getting old! I lost another friend to suicide last year. It's weird to think that in not too long, we'd all be gone anyway. I would have liked to have had the last 22 years with Caeth around though. Maybe we'd still be close, maybe we wouldn't. I still think about Caeth a lot. I would have liked to have seen his life and had him be a part of mine. I did a quick rebuild of this site and re-enabled the guestbook. I hope that people still come here every once in a while to remember Caeth. I do.
I don't know if anyone else visits this site anymore, but I do from time to time, just to remember Caeth and all the people who love him and miss him. I can't believe it's been 20 years. I'm sufficiently past the pain now to where I can be grateful that I got to know him and have him in my life and that he's always going to be the person he was when we were young together. As I've watched myself and my friends grow older and experience pain and heartach, I can now appreciate that Caeth's heavy travails are over and he'll be and forever young. I'll always miss him and as long as I'm around I'll keep this site up. I've removed the ability to sign the guestbook and a couple of other things that were no longer working (technologies change!) but if anyone wants to post a note here, shoot me an email. My email is first name dot last name at gmail dot com.
I knew you from high school and you were a good guy. We talked several times about life and what we were going to do after HS. I can't believe you're gone. Way way too soon my friend. I can say all of us will see you soon. Rest in piece Caeth.
Hey Caeth, sometimes time doesn't heal all wounds. Miss you bro. Can't wait till we meet again, to see your huge smile and just philosophize about life.
Happy Heavenly Birthday Caeth.
Just thought about you today Caeth. I pray your family is well.
i wish you were still here cousin. I think about you so much. This sadness just is so hard to shake. I love you and understand that loneliness oh so well. when i see how much Maylie & Butch have grown up, i miss you even more. All of my love